Chapter 5/07 …Angelus PO ems 2too & Csers ..

 

Chapter 5/07

 …Angelus PO ems  2too & Csers ..

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https://blockedchapters.blogspot.com/2023/09/chapter-4o6-poems-p-off-early-its-monday.htmlChRiS

................”In a sky full of people only some wany to FLY (crazy Seal) “ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Fc67yQsPqQ

Someone said “tomorrow I will be strong” ...and... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bd2B6SjMh_w

TODAY is that “tomorrow”

there should be only ONE aspect on the minds & HEARTS of all TRUE REbEL REdS … to recapture MY planet (& share it with the 1 in 1000 that deserve to enjoy it…)

Csing… ?  scroll down

My first Hosting was before “Monty” for a VERY short time “Angelus” was a singer-song writing young woman, who grew up in Freiburg (B.R.D) of Czech – Italian parents who split when she was 9,  she had been through troubles and distrusted just about everyone, and just about everyone annoyed her…I sort of “adopted” her, or vice versa 😊

Strong temperament, we had fiery arguments, but I CARED deeply, and wanted to get her out of a negative spin she was in, people around her, telling her to “give up” on the idea of making a career of that, I helped her with English lyrics… and decided to take her to Liverpool, as the music scene is empathic & respectful,  in Freiburg (not only) the audience would talk through a concert, same in Monty,.. unless it was one of their friends or a world-famous superstar..

In Liverpool, I knew people would give “Angelus” a chance,  there were no direct flights so we had a “stop over” in Paris , one night, IT was her birthday <was it also 9/11? Really?>  I invited her for a nice diner at Mont Martre , overlooking Paris, and asked what do you want to do after dinner? I should Have guessed, her being “Gothic” at the time… you know they like dark things… !   “Lets go find Jim Morrsions grave, its here somewhere!” she said…

It was slightly raining, but I found myself wondering … “what am I doing walking around the large cemetery walls. Looking for an entrance?” , around midnight, on a Sunday, when we have to be up early that Monday morning to connect with the flight on to Liverpool… the cemetery was closed. I didn’t want to know she had in mind if we found his grave….

At Liverpool, my football friend gave me bad news … his father was ill in hospital, and we couldn’t use his guest rooms (I had stayed there before when coming back for football/music weekends) because his Dad was in hospital and relatives were coming to visit from outside… I went to the Walton Breck guest house and found us a room, with 2 single beds, not ideal, but even so, that was biting into my budget for the trip, after a couple of days setting up a “casual gig” … I told her to go “sight-seeing” and went to visit a favourite pub near the nearby football stadium,

The bar staff were familiar, we knew the faces, they knew my face, and this particular day, as I went to the bar, the lass must have seen my “worried look”  .,,,and asked “what’s the matter, love?” typical scouse… I told her the situation, and without thinking for 5 minutes, she called to a man, coming through into the large bar… “hey Alan, come here!” …she said to him “ This is Chris, his singer friend and him need somewhere to stay, and are low on cash, don’t you have an extra bedroom you don’t use at your house”?

“Yeah!” Alan introduced himself… and without a pause said “ Look Chris, I am busy with work, & I haven’t had time to do any shopping for the kitchen, here’s the extra key to the door & another key to my car parked outside, do you mind getting some shopping in your yourselves & something for me”?

Its how LIVERPPOL was….. I waited for Angelus at the bar, and told her, she said, “its amazing here, so friendly …”  then told me that (of course) she visited a cemetery, but then got lost, and asked a passer-by “Where am I?” ..that person took her by the hand, and brought her all the way to the bar, Anyway she had a chance at an open Stage , I thought it went well, but Angelus wasn’t really convinced of her own talent. And last time I checked she was working for a funeral parlour… don’t ask me!  I didn’t convince every young person I met…

But, I wish I had done more with Angelus, as the last letter I got, tells me she is still “lost”

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On Wednesday, November 2nd, 2022 at 15:12, <Elvenarrow@ > wrote:

> Hello Hello,  just testing if this email is functioning :) If this is going to Mr Chris Smith Aliengipsy its cool to hear from ya :) hows it goin and how r U ?

 Im not too bad, could b better anyway.. And life is as life is, with its crazy' n unpredictable and rollercoaster-alike ups n downs lmao !!!

Its a very strange game we're in...in my humble opinion!  So Im still in Berlin, but I won’t stay here forever...LOL!  What are you up to these days? How was life treating you? Have you been travelling? I haven’t been around so much the last couple of years.

..except visiting a couple of friends in between North and South of Germany... A LOOOT happened during the last decade and I’m still busy with figuring the following things out:

>What was THAT all for? WHERE is my balance in between this whole chaos? WHY am I still here and WHAT FOR?

Am I the typical contemporary human with its contemporary issues? What’s my real Intention at the end of the day?

Am I probably too selfish or not selfish enough? What’s on the Agenda (LMFAO!!!) ???

As you see, questions over questions and the longer I’m walking this planet the more questions pop up !!???

I more and more feel like the protagonist surrounded by a game I can’t relate to...cuz so called society have put so many walls, curtains, rules, expectations, obstacles, etc pp bothering me with superficiality and inhumanity that I prefer focussing on my INNER quest,

 rather than putting too much effort in outward things ...which doesn’t mean I totally neglect it ...just needs to be balanced and I find myself still " dancing on the wire" for that sake...

Anyway, tell me more about your path, Im curious and looking forward to some quality philosophy time with U ^^!

BIGHUGZ' N CHEEEEERZ

 from Angie

 

 

 

 

 

 

CS> Hiya Angelus ;)

Angie,

you are the only person who i have contact with from my previous life and a weird astrologer is stalking me saying that in the coming months I will sort of "master the universe"  & re-contact someone from "before" YOU?

https://www.astromary.com/LUK1/lm9Y1j

(I get one of these almost every day & I try not to let my dark side think she just wants money...) ha ha ha

I don’t "travel" physically

since I came here i have "hosted" more than 370 visitors which has brought the world to me, and from time to time I "challenge" the state govt here in similar ways that I did in Freiburg, but so far not so dramatic as then, if u recall those "actions"  

<that has changed, since I wrote this letter, now it’s also “dramatic, here in Monty!>

I am also a "keyboard warrior" to unload my distain for 99.99 % of this planet’s sheeple & their "leaders"

( recent LOG at www.campaign-protons.blogspot.com  ) yet do my best to retain my humour as the risk of being Nuked or tsunami-ed moves me to focus on day to day life )

Herceg Novi ; check it out

plans?

a) to re-develop initiative that i almost got off the ground in Podgorica ; character building with youth ; hoping to get them to question the mistakes of the previous generations & BE human BEings

b) to offer more hosting ideas to backpackers, hikers & nature lovers to come to this beautiful region instead of the "beach huggers" ;)

(see attached flyer covers)

c) to enable a local& global co-operative movement to improve community & share with the people in it & dismantle the "pyramid" of fascho-capitalism ..nothing much ha ha ha  to do huh?

as far as you are concerned; you were/are more than "family" to me. what’s it all for?  the eternal question... if i suggest that its for you to challenge the universal plan and apply your energy or not...

your journey that I feel I have virtually achieved...I would LOVE for you to join me here,to share & be independent forces; because I always felt if your energy could be "tapped" you were always able to improve your/their world!

is this enough for a "quick reply" ? take care of you, please!

your ChRiS

HUGS & xyz ;

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CSers & other visitors,,,

Conny, who visited me TWICE, good the first time, confused the 2^nd time…

-211 007  during attack by the F U BAR MASKerAIDing gamne of THORNS goons....   at time of offline writing 

... ober 16 hours off line... no reason that u will come to join me in the local * global REbellioN at the Tomato republik s home base is there??

answering your last email , Conny, in "conversation" style... (code "activate CgamePLAnow:)

her> Good afternoon, Chris!

CS> G(Robin H)ood morning,  and I managied to copy your text on to my laptop by sharing @ "BGofAM mobile... having had a big breakfast as HQ is off line and off grid (power cut now over 16 hours is a the start , of training for "six months syrvival> : at the Tomato republik coast..

Her>"So about the girl friday / translation/ artwork thing, or whatever: off season would be okay, but I'm busy till January with my bachelor thesis. It's mainly painting, so I actually look forward to it (the subject might be sharks and Snakes even haha, I'll send some pictures of my paintings when I finish the first ones).

//////////////  ... ChRiS> yes please... also when Opposing... i like to have some new pics to illustrate (banned) logs & social media comments... if anyone is allowed to see my stuff.. I have invited thousands to join REdGEMnet / Lbird co-op but the link via mewe.com gets deleted by the f book fascists,

Conny> After that I don't have a plan yet. So I can't promise anything, if you really need someone to help, you shouldn't rely on me, sorry. I just don't know what I will be doing in the future.  Same thing with the training course, though I actually think my university does train me well and no offense, but I doubt you can teach me complex analysis ;)

////////ChRiS > did I mention complex analysis ? No, i did not... (no offence!!!!!) ;) but your professors (by comparison) have NOT a clue about life outside their comfort zones...not in the worlds i have lived re-organised and 'invented:  ..neither have 99.999% of the earths inhabitants... I invented ecologistics was the best strategic manager of my kind in the world 30 years ago, when I was a mere "Wizz kid"  your universities couldn’t have afforded me then... and I won’t  & don’t "work" for anyone else since 1995 coma..

        Conny> I'm looking forward to hear of your future plans and concepts of hosting, I get the feeling of that stained profile, there are sure some things going wrong on CS. (couchsurfing, she means?)

CS>.........few , if anyone, will understand that as I don’t have chance of playing , training or even watching my football...hosting took over 100& of my social life..

 

ChRiS> i wont be distributing any of my CSing or other confidential ( plans other than via our own (REdGEMnet/LbiRdco-op) social media ,, and i wont "trust" anyone "I dont know " (whatever that means) ///... already to assist ( the fact sadly is there are no reliable people... its a compliment to invite you, and yet I respect your reluctance)  ...maybe that’s part of my reasoning  ;) or ....i am willing to sacrifice you in my crazy objectives ha ah ha.... ?

 

         Conny> Pumpernickel with only margarine sounds very dry, some fresh cheese and fruit is needed 😄

I'm sorry for the bad culinary impression you now certainly have from my region..

 

........ChRIS > ha ha ha ... don’t forget i spent many years in almost every region (except your town!) ;) and i never considered german cuisine to be a reason to be there .."no offence" ?  ha ha ha

///////// and with Rakija (and very little to choose, no cheese, in local shop at high price anyway)  ..strong Rakija helps..)

 

         Conny> And I'm sending a postcard today! I think I didn't sent one for 10 years, but I guess it still works the same way.

.........ChRiS > "works" and MNE are incompatible :) .. still I did get 2 postcards in the past, by co-incidence  one was from another “Conny" from Berlin, i think... whom i met on the boat at Skada lake, I recommended :Caffe Berlin: to her and she wrote a postcard which arrived  months later at the caffe,, so....

Her> Best wishes, Conny

CS> take care of yourself...ChRiS ....................

p.s. IF you decide NOT to go to Brazil and risk this "other world /girl friday" chance.. ..i pains. You can paint it too..i will show you without any brush.. let me know in December...just in case i don’t find another to sacrifice ha ha ha..