Chapter 5/02 … SONS , odds & ..s.. & so's

 Chapter 5/02

 … SONS , odds & ..s.. & so's

 

Versus “mums” ; An NIcK HER & Mar-GIT..

or..."WHY would I ever TRUST a FEE-male AGAIN??"

 

 

I had 2 sons, although in many ways boys like Lucas, Luk-la , Boze & the Zabjelo cadet team i managed, and other young men & girls 

 

who have visited me ("Hosted") have seemed more as my children, probably because BOTH my "blood" sons were STOLEN by their mothers

 

Adam, born just after a year of marriage to the bitch who left ME, (I worked too hard & she was "bored"..I rarely heard my FATHER

say bad words about ANYone, but he called her a "gold-digger")  divorced only 2 years after marrying at 19, I was wise in organization OF others, BUT NAIVE with women (still am? ...whats the answer to women?  answer; "dont know because they

always change the question...!" ) ...

 

He was a sensitive lad, but I had adopted his sister, Sarah, 6 months old, from a man who ran off from her & her mum ( wish

I had met him!?_) ... i do NOT regret adopting Sarah, nor having Adam, just would like their mother to disappear from MY memory!

Tended to over compensate with Sarah, she was a character, even at 2 or 3 years old, and that perhaps left Adam in the shade

and I gave him less time than i might have...

 

His mother had a line of "BOYFRIENDS" after the "younger man" she left me for, one of them was a MONSTER, who violated

both kids, we didn't discover until many years later, I am not saying either recovered fully from that, but Sarah was, is?

stronger.. Adam got into problems as a teen , drugs with older lads, something happened at aparty, pills & whisky maybe,

& he became schizophrenic // ...The hospital covered up his death, during "a rehab visit" and i suspect his mother of being

complicit in that cover up...

 

So.. after my april '95 coma.. full of vim & vigour ..I was "Mr. Alternative energy" ... and soon after met Annika ..

a sort of "hippy" .. 3 months in Prenzlauer Berg, (near the east/old wall district) Berlin.. did the trick..we agreed

to move her, and the expected baby back to Freiburg, found a house.. but I was already into "activism" and she just

wanted me to be "normal"... a tiff with the house owner & WE were seperated too.. but I was with her, holding her hand

and coaching with the midwife, i was already "experienced" as Dad & uncle..

 

I cut the cord and took LEON, my son, from the midwife, into my arms.. I had been on the "sidelines" (waiting room) when Adam was born...

we shared a house & I wanted Adam (this was 1996) to come to live with us too.. Annika wouldn't accept that..she even divided

the house into "hers & his" sections.. and her so called (NOT) hippies didnt like me either, at Leon's first birthday they shut off my music ..it was her/their message.. ironic how different "modern hippies" are from those I "knew" as a kid...

who would ACCEPT anyone.. the modern "alternative" clans & clubs really are a bit like fascist elite!

 

I am a socialist by CULTURE, not by politics...

That MOMENT, taking baby Leon from the womb, directly broke me up, it was so deep & emotional...I cried ..a lot...

but i sensed a "jealousy" in Annika.. I dont want to repeat what I may alraedy have detailed...suffice to say..

Annika told me "Leon is MY possession"... and she disappeared with him at 30 months & we have been in conflict ever since..

 

as far as I know, and from his rare emails, Leon has been "convinced" that I was the bad guy, has never wanted my "side of the story"

and I saw the "PAS" when he was 6-9 years old..(Parent Alienation syndrome) he HAD to be loyal to ONE, the one that was there..

day in, day out.. not difficult to understand as i was OUT side the relation from his age of 30 months!

My anger towards Annika, she (said that she) could not comprehend, it was NOT only that she didnt appreciate my "activism"

nor show me any "loyalty" now accept me as Leon's father, as equal, it was also that she had rejected Adam, who died

ONLY 3 years later, as i MIGHT have saved him.. (as I might have saved my wife Jacqui) if he had been WITH me..!

a typical "contact" mail

ChRiS 211101 Leon Re: Cz 200408 Leon sending positives to you too

11/1/21, 4:23 AM

To:Leon Hartmann <leon-Hartmann1@web.de><mow inactive>

I never forget you, son!

On 4/8/20 9:30 AM,  wrote:

> Hello Leon,during these unusual times , I feel to reach out and send you positive vibes and hope you (& your old mother)

are strong & well!

 this being my take on it ; > https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RnFdzGHzxJM

https://chrismithlog.blogspot.com/2020/03/rednet-booroom-update-opinion-feck-eng.html

Dad

IF you ever reply ;  to emal chris@ursun ....

 

I think the last time I had a message from him was PRE CORONA, so "Mrs HARD-mann" must be hoping I didnt survive?

 

as for Mar-GIT Streifeneder ...

she is WORSE even than A.H.  she PLANNED to steal the baby that became Noela. .. now approaching 22 years old!

* met me through a social gathering I helped orgaise at an english school in Freiburg, she is an english enthusiast!

* invited me to join her friends "Stamm-tisch" (regular pub group) - where her BF of 6 years was also!

* One night, after her BF left the "table" asked to go dancing with me & another girl, & after tried to kiss me.

* got me involved in her argument with her BF, who caught me walking her home (platonic).. I quit their scene!

* Next day, contacted ME, needed to meet, she was splitting with BF, had seen me with Leon.. told me "you are good".

* After some months invites me to move in with her, despite her beighbours, "start a family? you are good father, Chris"

* Mar-GIT pregnant, bi-polar, wants me there, wants to be alone, I said "whatever, I will support you & be at birth!"

* 2 months before expected arrival, she says "I want you, move in with me at "W-G" communal flat, 2 students not pleased.

* I cook, clean, & shop whilst she "prepares" (check there is nothing in her rental, that prevents baby or me being there!)

* 36 hours in private clinic, she is scared, birth is eventually induced, held her hand all the time..

* Next month; whilst she recovers I cook, clean, shop AND get Noela to sleep, teaching her to be clean, I am "expert" :)

* 2 Students complain to me, "no babies ion community WG!" I say "wrong" live with it..and check out alternatives anyway!

* The NEXT month; Mar-GIT informs me, (despite signing agreements about financial matters etc), I must GET OUT, not needed!

* However, I had found & credited a house 50kns away almost on the Rhine, (french side) "I WILL SHARE custody..!"

* 30 months of shared custody, eventually 4 days with me, 3 days with her, as she is a manager in environmentals.

* One Friday, she calls ..."Noela had a little accident in swimming pool" please come here to take care of her!

* Over a "polite" dinner in her Freiburg flat, she informs me she is flying to London, saturday, I can guess why..!

* "but you can use my computer, to check mails etc" *I do daily..." and she left early to Frankfurt airport..

* I actually installed some of her software, but the mail prog was new, when I logged in there was an open mail!

* I KNOW, i could, maybe should, have closed it, but ..it was to a "new BF" discussing living with him & Noela IN SPAIN!

* No one can imagine my HORROR, as she writes about "testing S & M" with him, images of my violated kids come to mind!

* I packed Noelas things on the back of one of her bicycles & ride to my/OUR house, in the Alsace village of Geiswaser.

* I contact the local gendarme, "whats your opinion?" he said "you are both starngers" the courts here see you EQUAL!

* on monday/tuesday next Mar-GIT called me, "where is Noela" .."here of course..u need to explain, face to face" i SAID!

* Noela's mum came & lied, & lied & lied, so I picked up her handbag & through It in street, U can only VISIT Noela!

* Then I was worried how Noela would react, although we always had good fun in my garden & biking through the forest.

* Noela was "ok" despite aggressive mails from her mum, to me, I let her call her, Noela only asked once in 10 days!

* I told her mum, that she can come any time, with a days warning, and stay as long as she wants, until...court?

* but although one time I caught her trying to climb over our side fence to snatch Noela.. she ran when I saw her..

* the next time, she was not alone...

I had renovated this old Alsace farmhouse, cleared the garden of rubbish, made a patio, painted it inside & out...

had a safe area where Noela could help me with the garden, roam in or out of the house, the gate to street was kept closed

when she wasnt sleeping.. I had an old style wood burning cooking stove that also heated the house, Noela & I

would, most mornings after breakfast, walk through the forest next to the house, I would pick up fallen wood, & she

would pick wild flowers...

 

it was less than 2 weeks after the "incident" ..we had a trolley to carry the wood,

Noela was a couple of feet in front of me....when..

From behind a tree , a BIG man jumped out and AT me, I was moving towards Noela & he sort of "rugby tacked" me

and this heavy thing was ON TOP of me pressing me DOWN..he had caught one of my fingers, which I discovered later,

WAS BROKEN, but all I could think off was NOELA???? ...

I reached to the side, and laying on the floor, the trolley on its side, was the small axe I used if the fallen wood was

too big for our trolley, I grabbed it, & hit him across his back WITH the BLUNT end...

I pushed him off me, the adrenalin was pumping through me, I could have lifted a truck! ..I looked him in hsi eyes

"GET the FECK out of my WAY or I will Fecking KILL you!" .."that's MY little girl" I could just see Noela & her mum

getting in the back seat of a car parked at the end of the path about 100 metres away, the BIG man turned and RAN...

& shouted "GO, GO .."  sprang into the passenger seat ..as it started to move off..

I was wearing shorts & sandals, which I kicked off, but got to the car , seconds too late...

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I was 5kms from the Rhine bridge, they would be in Freiburg before I could even cycle to the nearest gendarmery in Brissach

There I told the friendly gendarme...he left me in the waiting room, it seemed like 2 or 3 hours, i thought my heart would burst!

His boss came out and (I speak french) said "who is the father"..I replied "I am, of course" ..."NO said the police officer,

not according to german police dept in Freiburg, YOU, monsieur are NOT on the birth certificate" ..

So Mar-GIT had planned to exclude me from the day of the birth? or before she was pregnant. or when she met me..

ONLY HER consience should KNOW, if she has one..

 

I did NOT give up, on any child, nor on NOELA.. i contacted social services & even organised parent groups, got arrested

searching for Noela at a kindergarten, part of another story...had some meeting with her, informally supervised in freiburg,

then they LEFT, after the germans had attempted to charge me with "attempted" murder for "my attack on the BIG man" in Geiswasser forest..

When I destroyed that in a german court (not an easy thing to do) it was clear SHE had lied, and was in trouble with their

"authorities" she left, stayed in bayern with her parents for a while, then went "abroad" ..6 years later

through my "REdGEMnet" <LIVERPOOL worldwide> network, tracked them down to a house in Dublin.. I took my dutch GF

as "witness" as I feared more "tricks" ...my GF approached Noela's mum to say "HE only wants to give her birthday presents"

(on her birthday, of course, I had specially waited outside the house, in the street) i started to hand the bag to Noela

and MarGIT KICKED the bag into the traffic...and called the Guadia (police) ,,they came , and sided with the local resident

a woman with child, of course!

Noela at 30 months before she was stolen

The Clontarf policeman said (as I showed him a legal petition I had regarding custody) " i am no lawyer or judge, u can take it to the court!"

I said, "oh sure, in 3 months of waiting here, for a court to hear me? I will be broke & she will be gobne, again, with my little girl.."

I send a birthday card every year to the Clonfarf, Dublin, police station, to their saregeant...until...it "appeared"

they were (ARE?) in central america... MarGIT had told me , similar to Annika, you will NEVER see Noela again..

 

BTW, what about Sarah, my adopted daughter, when her biolaogical father came back on the scene, no more contact until a few months ago,

she is a "young granny" how about that..?

...........as mentioned before, my dark phase, from 28 nov ember to 16 december ... reminding me of the Birthdays of ; my estranged girl NOela , my wonderful Jacqui who left this earth in "05 and my first son ; ADAM ..who was also taken far too young in 1999 after a disturbed existence for a very sensitive lad ..born 16th December..-- 

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yes I really am 10,000 years old, and fed up with FEE-males and all the BS you bring with you!

so don’t moan to me about them stupid men, any more!